Sunday, May 25, 2008

Changing back to my old blog.
=)

Friday, May 23, 2008

Been lousy.
Lousy lousy week.
but the worship was definitely priceless.
I appreciated every moment,
treasured,
cherished.
The moments with Him are truly precious.

Going for chalet.
Hopefully,
my mood will be lifted up.
Jia you eh you!

KC,
safe journey back!

Can Cia be right about things?

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

It hasn't been my day at all...
in fact,
this whole week has been rather bad.
Of course there were highlights,
as usual..

How do I find 30 people?
die.

Monday, May 19, 2008

What your name means:
You entered: Christabel Ng Kher Earn

There are 20 letters in your name.
Those 20 letters total to 99
There are 6 vowels and 14 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:
Latin Female Beautiful Christian. Variant of Christiana. Follower of Christ.
English Female Variant of Christiana. Follower of Christ.

Your number is: 9

The characteristics of #9 are: Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression.

The expression or destiny for #9:
The expression that you exhibit is represented bythe number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times.

If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important.

Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression.

Your Soul Urge number is: 8

A Soul Urge number of 8 means:
With an 8 soul urge, you have a natural flair for big business and the challenges imposed by the commercial world. Power, status and success are very important to you. You have strong urges to supervise, organize and lead. Material desires are also very pronounced. You have good executive abilities, and with these, confidence, energy and ambition.

Your mind is analytical and judgment sound; you're a good judge of material values and also human character. Self-controlled, you rarely let emotions cloud judgment. You are somewhat of an organizer at heart, and you like to keep those beneath you organized and on a proper track. This is a personality that wants to lead, not follow. You want to be known for your planning ability and solid judgment.

The negative aspects of the 8 soul urge are the often dominating and exacting attitude. You may have a tendency to be very rigid, sometimes stubborn.

Your Inner Dream number is: 1

An Inner Dream number of 1 means:
You dream of being a leader and one who is in charge. You want to be known for your courage, daring, and original ideas. You seek unconquered heights. People may get a first impression that you are very aggressive and sure of yourself.


Birthday Calculator
3 December 1990

Your date of conception was on or about 12 March 1990 which was a Monday.

You were born on a Monday
under the astrological sign Sagittarius.
Your Life path number is 7.

Your fortune cookie reads:
If you continually give, you will continually have.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2448228.5.
The golden number for 1990 is 15.
The epact number for 1990 is 3.
The year 1990 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/27/1990 and ending 2/14/1991.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Horse.
Your Native American Zodiac sign is Owl; your plant is Mistletoe.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Menchir, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 16 Kislev 5751.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 17 Kislev 5751.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.17.11.4 which is 12 baktun 18 katun 17 tun 11 uinal 4 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Monday, 15 Jumadiyu'l-Avval 1411 (1411-5-15).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 15 April 1990.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 15 April 1990.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 28 February 1990.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 3 June 1990.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 10 June 1990.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Thursday, 20 September 1990.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 10 April 1990.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 27 February 1990.

As of 5/19/2008 4:57:18 AM EDT
You are 17 years old.
You are 209 months old.
You are 911 weeks old.
You are 6,377 days old.
You are 153,052 hours old.
You are 9,183,177 minutes old.
You are 550,990,638 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:
Brian Bonsall (1981) Anna Chlumsky (1980) Holly Marie Combs (1973) Bucky Lasek (1972) Brendan Fraser (1968) Daryl Hannah (1960) Julianne Moore (1960) Ozzy Osbourne (1948) Jean-Luc Godard (1930) Andy Williams (1930) Joseph Conrad (1857) Top songs of 1990

. Nothing Compares 2 U by Sinead O'Connor
Vision of Love by Mariah Carey
Because I Love You (The Postman Song) by Stevie B
Vogue by Madonna
Escapade by Janet Jackson



Interesting,
but I am too lazy to comment.
Feeling better,
but it's obvious that I am still sick.
Sometimes I'd rather be healthier and more stupid,
but I guess we always want what we can't have,
so yeah.
Sydney White is an exceptionally nice movie.
Bring It On 4 is better than the previous ones.
I like! =)

Sunday, May 18, 2008

I want to go for the AJ choir concert!
I enjoyed myself thoroughly last year.
I can't believe this.
Sigh.
Why do I always fall ill at the worst of times?!

Period early too.
So irked right now.
and my PW thing.
I don't understand why it can't be sent,
and why I can't get god,solid evidence.

Gave up my ticket to Matt's friend.
Wasted $16,
didn't get to see the concert.

I'm sorely disappointed.


Last night was fun. =)

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Thanks yw.
I know you mean well,
and I appreciate it.

Going broke.
I'm upset about the situations.
It's not about the money,
it's the other stuff.
Sigh.
I'm excited about IJ fiesta and meeting Huiz!
Lol.
Miss her lots.

I can't be bothered anymore.
Everytime I am disappointed and give up,
I'll come to this stage that I think,
well,
why not give it a last shot?
but it does not seem to work.
trials after trials.
He hates you too.
no,
it should be just he hates you.
I don't hate you.
I wish I could.
I can't,
I just can't.
I pray that God will take away this misearable feeling,
this constant nagging in my head,
the trying to fit in
trying not to be left out in a place I never belonged in the first place.
What do you want me to do?
Stop brushing me aside.
Seriously.
How could you bear to do it?
What about before?
It's really...
unbelievable.

Don't give me shit yeah.
I don't care if your boyfriend is the President of Singapore,
or my brother,
I won't give a shit if you keep stepping on me.
Everyone has their limits.
Stop pushing it.
Your boyfriend,
can do nothing anyway,
if things really happen the way it happen.
Watch it.

Sick and tired.
The flu and cough won't go away.
I don't know.
I cannot believe you ignored me in front of everyone.
You probably didn't even know you did,
but I felt so left out.

Didn't manage to get D for SBJ,
but I'll be retaking in August.
So people,
wish me luck!

Friends going Vietnam for holiday.
Have fun! =)

I didn't get to go for OSLE.
Sigh.
Out of class comm.
It's a sad day.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Yesterday was such a bad day.
It made me really down.
What with not making it for the jump on Monday,
and hearing lots of bad stuff.

Couldn't finish my homework,
got really upset,
Mr Foo (chem teacher) leaving,
heard that Mr Khoo (phy teacher) leaving too.

Got rather hurt and upset and all the negative, stupid, self-centred feelings,
cuz I feel the whole world is leaving.
It's just a matter of time when Grace will leave,
and I don't know how I'm going to cope with that.
Die.

Can't seem to catch up much on Physics.
Maths and Chem not too bad.
Can't finish tutorials.
and I'm still blogging.
Priorities all wrong.
Lit homework..
Haven't started.
I'm so screwed.

Today was definitely a better day.
Thinking about positive stuff,
like how I got a C (although it's VERY bad) for my 2.4 cheered me up.
Jumper 155, so it's a E,
jumping again tmr.
I have faith I can do this.

GP, Lit, Maths due.
I am dead meat.
Don't know how to handle all these!!!!!
Mid years coming some more...

Broke.
I hate myself for this.
I surrender it all up to Him,
for I know that even through my imperfect ways,
He is looking out for me,
and teaching me a lesson.

Why can't you just be my friend?

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Bored.
Tired.
Saddened.

Must you really go?
I know I'm selfish.
I understand.
Too bad, I guess.
Everyone has to grow up at one point or another.
I guess my time is right about...
now.

I cannot believe some people are so hypocritical!
I am too.
So yeah.
hahahaha.
but it's still funny,
the irony of it all.
After what I heard,
and what I read later.
It's just too funny.
Sigh.
I'm being overly cynical yet again.
I don't know who you were talking about,
may be me for all I know,
but you do the same thing,
whether you realise it or not.
At least I know I do the same mistake whenever I lose control.
Sigh.
What's this world coming to?

PFT all over again.
Aiming all A!! and 165 for SBJ!

Friday, May 9, 2008

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.



I cannot believe it's exactly the same!
Lolx.
I guess most parts are pretty true,
especially the get angry to hide the truth!

Lol.
My cut seems to be infected.
Going doc to check it out.
Am worried.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

There's GP tomorow.
Help.
I'm scared.

Red bull was totally full of bull today.
There was lightning,
so I didn't run my 2.4km.
SBJ has improved from 140cm to around 150-155cm.
I need 165cm.
It's just another 10-15 cm.
It can't be that hard.
If anyone can do it,
I CAN!
YAY!
That's the spirit!

I seem to be rumbling nonsense.

Anyhow,
I'm in love with 2 new songs.

Come what may - Moulin Rouge
Lips of an Angel - Hinders

Wait..
I like

Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCartney
Teardrops on my guitar
Love, me - Collin Raye

too!
All the nice songs.
I LOVE! =D

=D

Why are people always so suspicious?
I can understand the curiousity and actually,
I cannot deny that I would be suspicious too.
Sigh.
Lol.
People,
just relax,
and give it a rest.
=)

Mr A,
Kuan chin
Ms Siew Geok,
THANK YOU SO MUCH for always being there. =D
I appreciate the support/guidance. =D

Aylwin,
bad timing sia.
Hahahahaha. =D

I am so tempted to change my blog url,
to something like.. www.lipsofanangel.blogspot.com Hmm...
We'll see la.
lol.

I can't wait to watch IronMan, *smiles*
Heard it's really good,
right Aylwin? Grace?
lolx.

Project A not done yet.
Time is really running short.
I need to catch up with Grace....
Haven't talked for ages.

I lost my temper the other day.
Started crying out of anger and frustration.
I didn't do my best to turn to Him.
It's my biggest downfall.
I need to learn, and fast.

Chem SPA and Maths LEcture Test tomorrow!!!
SAVE ME!!!!
Maths test in 15 mins,
I didn't even bring notes,
can't study..
Sigh.
I am so deadmeat.

Haircut next Thursday!
yippee! =D

I can't wait to go to IJ Fiesta next Friday!

Got my laptop back,
need to reformat it and all,
but I've got no idea how to do it.
Lol.
ahahahaha.

PT later.
I hope all will be well. =D